Thursday, July 21, 2005
By the way, I thought I'd clarify some stuff from the other day. My mum read my blog and misinterpreted what I meant, so I thought I'd clarify it for everyone in case it wasn't clear.
It seems that it may have sounded like I felt I couldn't be myself around people. That's not what I mean. I mean that I don't always represent myself to others the way I mean to. Not out of lack of trying, but because I cannot always see myself objectively. I see my motivation, but others only see my behaviour, which means that we may not always have the same understanding of my behaviour. I want others to see who I really am, not just my character flaws that get in the way of me being all who I can be. I feel like sometimes there are things that get in the way of me reaching my potential, and I want to work on getting those out of the way so that I can reach my potential.
Hope that's a little clearer.
We LOVE you Ludy! Flaws and all. Don't worry abouut what we see, we'll take the whole package, even the beta-version with glitches, viruses and stuff!!
Sounds like you might be thinkin that people are judging you, pal. No sir, no sireepop.
Thing I figured out just a little while ago, is that noone really takes notice of other people that much anyways. At least not in a bad light. At least not in my head.
I've always thought that your whole family is amazing Tink. Every member included. Don't worry about this potential rubbish.